Daily letters to Jesus

Dear Jesus,

It’s me, Jamie. I’m sitting here today, feeling the weight of everything that’s going on. You have this way of revealing things, and I can’t help but wonder why it’s all unfolding like this. I’m asking, maybe even pleading, for some guidance, some sign of which way to go.

It’s tough, watching everything we believed in start to fall apart. This community, it was supposed to be different, but now it’s just another story of false hope and broken promises. It’s hard to see something you cared about turn into something else entirely.

Lord, I need your help to see through all this, to understand what’s really happening. There are people involved who just didn’t care about us, about who we are. That hurts, Jesus. It really does. I keep asking myself how I got caught up in their mess. I’m frustrated and a little angry at myself.

But you know, Jesus, I’m also thankful. Thankful that you were there, holding me back when I was about to go too far. You always seem to know when to step in, even when I think I want to just let loose and react to all this unfairness.

You keep whispering to me about bigger plans, about a better path ahead. I’m trying to hold onto that, even when my patience runs thin. I guess I’m still learning to be okay with not having all the answers, and not reacting the way I want to.

Thanks for being there, Jesus, even when things are rough. Your love means everything right now.

Love you,

Jamie 🙏💔