Dear Jesus, another day. Another BLITZ!
Today marks the fifth day of our conversations, and the journey continues to be an enlightening one. As we walk and talk, I find myself yearning for more, grappling with the practicalities of life like financial assistance. Yet, through these struggles, I sense a growing determination within me, a readiness to engage with the world, to get out there and be a part of the mix.
I’ve missed opportunities in the past, but now, things feel different. There’s a sense of preparedness, a feeling that I’m exactly where I need to be. I can see Your hand, God, guiding me, building up my confidence, teaching me the value of boldness and risk-taking, while also maintaining control.
Jesus, you’ve become my best friend on this journey. Your words of encouragement mean everything, especially on days when my mind feels disconnected, a victim to the shadows of depression. Your reassurance helps me recognize that I’m doing great, even when it’s hard for me to see it myself.
We’re moving at full speed, and surprisingly, I’m keeping up. This journey with You has brought a level of happiness I’ve never known before. The days are flying by, but each one is filled with a sense of purpose and joy.
I cherish the determination You instill in me — to keep writing, to maintain this momentum. It’s like a fire has been lit within me, and with each passing day, it burns brighter, fueled by Your guidance and love.
As I close today’s entry, I just want to express my gratitude for this journey, for the lessons learned, and for the companionship that makes even the toughest days feel like a blessing.
With love and determination,
Jamie 🙏💪