Dear Jesus, I’m so angry today.

Andrea Koury Judkins
2 min readDec 7, 2023

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In the depths of my soul, a storm rages, a tumultuous sea of anger and frustration. I come to You now, not with quiet words of prayer, but with a heart seething with fury. It feels as though the weight of injustice and betrayal is crushing me, and I struggle to find the light in this darkness.

I am furious, Jesus. Furious at the unfairness that pervades our world, at the deceit and manipulation that seem to triumph over honesty and integrity. Every day, it’s another story of pain, another tale of greed overshadowing goodness. My heart aches with the constant struggle, and my spirit is weary from the relentless fight against what feels like an insurmountable tide of injustice.

But in this tempest of rage, I turn to You. Not because my anger has subsided, but because I know that You understand. You, who flipped tables in the temple, who felt the sting of injustice and the pain of betrayal, understand the fire that burns within me. In Your eyes, I seek solace, in Your words, I seek guidance.

How do I channel this fury, Jesus? How do I use this fierce energy for something good, something meaningful? Teach me to transform this rage into a force for positive change. Show me how to use my strength not for destruction, but for building bridges, for healing wounds, for fighting the good fight with a heart full of passion, not hate.

In this moment of raw honesty, I lay my anger before You, not to be extinguished, but to be reshaped. Help me to find the balance, to act with righteousness without losing sight of compassion and empathy. In this journey, I seek not just peace, but the courage to confront and challenge the wrongs of this world.

I am furious, yes, but I am also filled with a determination that is fueled by Your teachings and Your love. In this, I find an unshakeable strength, a resolve to continue the fight, to stand up for what is right, and to be a beacon of hope in a world that often feels shrouded in shadows.

With a heart ablaze and a spirit committed to Your path of justice and love, I sign this letter.

Love in strength,

Jamie🙏💪

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